In 1987 I was dumped from a relationship on account of my age. I was so depressed and suicidal that I made out my will, but somehow I got through it and swore that I would never let this happen to me again. Then in 2012 I fell deeply in love with someone who told me that my age didn't matter. Well, now I've been dumped again and I'm wondering how I could have been such an idiot a second time. I swear to God that I will never again believe someone who tells me that my age doesn't make a difference. My life would be a lot simpler if I were attracted to old women, but unfortunately that isn't the case, and I don't know how to make myself get attracted to people when I'm not. So how can I complain about people who can't be in a relationship with someone my age, when I can't be attracted to people my age either? I am the world's greatest hypocrite.